A New Challenge to Face
Ever since I started feeling completely healthy again, I found that I struggle with something completely different now. I have been struggling with making myself rest and taking days to relax. Now that my body doesn't force me to rest often, I have been pushing harder lately. My thoughts were, "Now that I'm feeling well and healthy again, I have no excuse to be lazy!" So, I have been working, practicing my music, cleaning, cooking, and exercising all day every day. I feel guilty about taking a day or taking some time to rest now that I feel well. I shouldn't be lazy if there's things that need to be done, right? After a few weeks of not taking a day to rest, I finally hit a wall on Sunday earlier this week and came crashing back down. I took the evening to rest and take care of myself and felt better. I definitely don't need as much rest as I used to, to bounce back. It is strange though having to be conscious of taking breaks and time to rest after so